this has been one big spiritual semester you can say. well for me this semester and last sememster. and the main thing that was thrown at me as i read all this crap, was to treat others with love and compassion; thats including your enemy, friends, strangers, and let go of the past and concentrate on the present. after what i have just heard, man its the damn truth.

even though i didn't know, you knew my oldest brother, so through that way, i felt even more connected to you. i cry for all the suffering you have been through, and i cry for all the pain you have felt. i cry for your family's sufferings, i cry for you friend's sufferings, and i hope you will find happiness wherever you go. R.I.P.

hello world. well today i was volunteering at the aquarium, and as i stood/sat there explaining what each animal does, all those little kids were asking a billion questions. But this time they said, "TEACHER TEACHER what does this do?!" or TEACHER TEACHER what is this called? and ugh you can imagine the expression on my face! lol. yes, i felt flattered. (They called all the volunteers in the education department teacher also :D.) and i just melted on the inside. lol. AH! but still, i don't really like kids. like i said they're alright sometimes. OH another cute thing was when i explained to them the two finger rule, they would tell all there other classmates/friends two fingers. and  UGH! MY GOD. HOW CUTE. I guess there was a lot of melting today. HEHE and i tried explaining to them later how sharks don't eat people, and how you have to be careful where you buy their teeth. oh and i don't know if i should say this but i tell them that they can't pick up the animals out of the water cuz they can get hurt and die, since their so sensative and fragile and stuff. lol. but they get the point! and they respect it so much more. maybe i should say something else. hahah. oopsie on me!. yea you can say i'm having a blast every firday morning. :)

Disney's The Hunchback of Notre Dame
All 4 One
Someday

Someday
When we are wiser
When the world's older
When we have learned
I pray
Someday we may yet live
To live and let live
Someday
Life will be fairer
Need will be rarer
And greed will not pay
God speed
This bright millennium
On its way
Let it come
Someday

Someday
Our fight will be won then
We'll stand in the sun then
That bright afternoon
'Till then
On days when the sun is gone
We'll hang on
Wish upon the moon

There are some days dark and bitter
Seems we haven't got a prayer
But a prayer for something better
Is the one thing we all share

Someday
When we are wiser
When the whole world is older
When we have learned
I pray
Someday we may yet live
To live and let live
Someday
Life will be fairer
Need will be rarer
Greed will not pay
God speed
This bright millennium
On it's way
Let it come
Someday
One day
Someday
Soon

Someday
Soon

Someday
Soon

Someday
Soon

and i just had to post these lyrics up because this song just totaly relates to everything thats going on in my mind and everything iwant to do. (and it has a beautiful message!).  *sigh* its just a lovely, lovely, lovely song. and YEA its from disney! haha (oh and its on my myspace!!)